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New Art- Hand that Feeds – oil painting

September 21, 2010 Leave a comment

Hand that Feeds

‘The Hand That Feeds’ – Newest artwork!

oils

18” x 24” x 1”

Finished sides needs no frame and ready to hang

(any shiny spots in the picture are just wet paint reflections, it’s seamless, I promise you. It also looks waaay better in person, because I ain’t a photographer, I’m just a humble painter. )

Here is the quote that inspired the work:

“I think I’ll be a clown when I get grown,” said Dill.  “Yes, sir, a clown…. There ain’t one thing in this world I can do about folks except laugh, so I’m gonna join the circus and laugh my head off.”  “You got it backwards, Dill,” said Jem.  “Clowns are sad, it’s folks that laugh at them.”  “Well, I’m gonna be a new kind of clown.  I’m gonna stand in the middle of the ring and laugh at the folks.”  ~Harper Lee, To Kill a Mockingbird, Chapter 22

 This work was such a struggle at times and at others a gift. I am realizing an episode of growth, a growth experience and it feels fine. I know I’m on to something when I dream about the work, when I can’t stop thinking about the work, and yet when I work on the painting, I fall into the hole of “I don’t know what I am doing!” Yeah…I tell ya, that’s the good stuff.

I am letting whatever happens…happen.  I am trusting the flow and going blind. I am forgetting everything I thought I knew and learning all these things I didn’t know – that I didn’t know. Sometimes it feels like my studio is in another slice of time, just like this one, only much, much better.

I think I am telling myself stories. New stories. I just might start believing in them too.

What story are you telling yourself? Do you believe it?

Magic lives in the answer.

I think I’m channeling hippies now. Groovy.

This work will be made available on my web site for purchase first, (where it’ll be less expensive) then off to the gallery. Thanks for being here today!

Heather

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New Art- Impersonal Divinity -it’s what you make of it.

August 27, 2010 1 comment

“Impersonal Divinity”

18″ x 24″

Oils on gallery wrapped canvas, needs no frame, painted sides and comes ready to hang

Available for purchase on my web site in the 2010 Gallery

Here are the quotes that helped this work along its path:

“If therefore my work is negative, irreligious, atheistic, let it be remembered that atheism — at least in the sense of this work — is the secret of religion itself; that religion itself, not indeed on the surface, but fundamentally, not in intention or according to its own supposition, but in its heart, in its essence, believes in nothing else than the truth and divinity of human nature.”
-Ludwig Feuerbach

AND

“Not necessity, not desire –no, the love of power is the demon of men. Let them have everything –health, food, a place to live, entertainment –they are and remain unhappy and low-spirited: for the demon waits and waits and will be satisfied.”
 -Friedrich Nietzsche

Many cultures worldwide, have mythology about Gods, Goddesses, and people who sport horns. The overall history for horned people is, (with the exception of some forms of Christianity, who demonized ancient mythology to created the Devil, and to help convert pagans (witches) into their belief system) that horns represent a connection with a higher power, the God-head, the Creator. In most circles of world study, this is commonly is refered to as the Horned God Myth.

I use horns to represent the animal/divine earth nature, the connection to higher-power wisdom, and to the feelings of rebellious freedom. I take back the history and reinterpret it with a modern twist.

This painting is a work about you, the viewer. Depending upon your internal dialogue, your systems of belief and faith, your systems of fear and self-awareness, your reaction to this work is revealing of your nature at this time. Do you see a picture of the devil? A shaman? A mythological creature? Evil? Good? Provocation on your belief system? It all depends on your mental state and state of awareness, personal history and levels of judgement. I think that is interesting.

This work is about the act of demonization that seems to be running rampant in our modern culture. Don’t understand something, someone, some other religion, culture, lifestyle? Well, then fear, hate and demonization are the order of the day. I don’t agree with that stance, I know there is a middle ground, a gray area if you will.

That is why he is painted in gray-scale, to represent that middle ground. You might think this work is of a certain race of human, but is he? His wide nose, large lips, broad forehead, may define him to you as being of one race or another. It’s not clear and that’s the point. That is my point. You don’t know, but your gut reaction to this simple work, should tell you a little more about yourself. Are you happy? Mad? Interested in the history? What are you feeling? Please feel free to share that feeling or to not share it as you see fit. Just don’t ignore that feeling, live with it and let it help you sort out what you really believe is true for you. It’s important that we discover our own truths, so that we might better facilitate understanding and peace amongst ourselves.

I want to convey my thoughts on the unknown, the different, the sacred. Those thoughts are simply this, demonization of the different is an act of violence and hatred. It never elevates it only destroys what is possible. It is evil. It is destructive and immoral. It is an act of hate and fear. It is useless to human beings, unless…it is being used to enslave, subordinate and control.

The most glorious thing about being human is that under everything, the skin, the religion, the cultures, the rules…we are all human. Blood, bone, organs, hearts, spirit and mind. Under our skin, and clothing we are truly a family of human. The differenced between us are our greatest gifts to each other. Diversity is freedom. We can reach a place where we are all on the same level…that of being human. I don’t have to agree with you, to love you, to learn from you or to protect your freedom ( or my own) to be or become what you (or I) desire to be.

It’s  true.

We don’t have to draw lines in the sand over difference, we could choose to see that we are all one family, the family of man. We could stop the desire to control, to rule, to over protect the ideas of self, to have the most of anything or everything in order to have more power. We could choose to embrace the differences and stop trying to rule over each other. We could choose love, peace and understanding…we really could.  

This work is a celebration of the art of evolution. The evolution of wisdom, peace, understanding and virtue that I know humanity could one day reach. I pray everyday for this to be so. I pray for peace, and I know it begins within me and you….one heart and soul at a time.

Thanks for being here today, I sure appreciate you all.

Heather

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Why the shitty economy is really good for my creative insanity

 ‘Burning’

original oil painting (SOLD)

             Economic recovery, my ass…it’s more like “it’s still really crappy out there, but just a little less crappy for some of you but not all of you.”

I’ve been struggling with the current conditions of the economy for two years now. The art just isn’t selling like it used too, and I’ve grown to understand that I was depending on sales to feed the flames of my creativity. Go without  sales as a full-time artist, for any length of time, and you start questioning your value, your work, your message. But all that is only true if I am tied to the act of selling work to personally evaluate my enthusiasm for creating art.  In short, my opinion is the only value based opinion, of what I am doing that counts. What art critics, patrons or the public think of my work isn’t essential to the act of creation. Judgment and comparison will make my work suck and more importantly totally fuck up my brain and muse. So, I’ve discovered, that being at a lower rate of sales has hit me in the old confidence department. When I was selling as fast as I could paint (for years on end) I unknowingly became dependant on that feedback to spur myself to greater heights. What I created was also driven by that feedback. Now that I am selling at a much reduced volume, I have had to find out what really makes me tick as an artist. This is earth shattering stuff, I tell you. 

 I have had to find ways to make high quality fine art with less money for supplies, and less time to create, because I had to go full-time with my day job. For the first time in 11 years, I am not a full-time, self-supporting artist. I am a full-time artist with a full-time day job. I used to go on and on when I was younger, about how I would never work a full-time job again, that I would eat beans and live under a bridge before I sold out to society EVER!  Well, you can see how well that worked out, right? LOL

I obviously was miss-guided and naive.

Whatever.

Having less of everything has brought me to this place, where for the first time, I am really free. I can paint or create whatever I feel like doing. If it sells, great. If it does not, no big deal. I can say, do, express whatever I want too…just because I can. I have too. I don’t have a choice about being an artist, I am what I am. I do have a choice in how that directs and forms my life. If I depend on you all in the world to validate my work with words and purchases, then maybe I’m not really being  true to me, the artist. I’m riding the gravy train, I’m going with the flow, I’m taking the path of least resistance….but am I risking myself? Am I learning, sharing or growing?  I am really following my heart or just creating what sells? Sometimes they are not the same thing, you know.

I’ve been forced to take weeks on current works to finish them. I am used to 2-3 paintings or creations a week, and now I am lucky to finish that many in a month. It’s good, I’m not rushing to get to the next great idea, I’m learning all that I can from each experience. I feel like some voice is making its way to the front of my work and I like the feeling of being authentic. I like what the economy has done for my work and my self awareness. I like that the economy has made me redefine and reshape myself into what is happening today. I like that I am not stuck, that I am growing, that I am free. I like what struggling has done for my brain, body and spirit. I like what is happening, and that’s why I think the hell-in-a-handbasket economy has saved my art, and made me become a better me in the process.

Long live the struggle, smelting the gold from the stone, one drop at  a time.

Raw & radiant,

Heather

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Wake up call- Do what YOU Can DO

Go eat a frog by HMBT (C) 2010

Hello world,

I know that this is art blog, so to all of my friends,patrons and fans I humbly ask for your ear and a moment of your time. Please understand that I can’t create easily right now for I am full of emotions, facts and figures. I am speaking of the worldwide crisis that can no longer be classified as and “oil spill”. *Warning there is a smattering of foul language in this post, so if that will offend you, just click away now. I will not-self censor for anyone, and I’m not sorry for my thoughts nor am I being  mean-spirited but this is my blog and I’ll say what I like.*

For right now, I need to have an outlet to the world that allows me to share information, raise awareness, sound the alarms, and release the tension of knowing.

For now that’s what is hijacking my brain pan. I must DO what I can DO. If only to appease my own inner moral code. I am only a single person, in the vastness…it’s hard not to be reminded daily that I am so small in scale and scope. My rage is unable to be directed and it spawns feelings of hopelessness.

I can’t live that way. I just can’t. I have to DO. I have to. Something, damn Anything is better than nothing. I am programmed for love. Fierce love. Warrior class love. Compassionate and unyielding love. How can I manage my mission in this life, (to heal myself and as many others as I can reach, to love one soul at a time back to what we can really be as human beings, a real brotherhood of man) as just me, myself and I? I speak I write. I reasearch, not in a narrow to support my own fears/dogma, but in an inclusive, scare the shit out of you kind of way. The more I know, the more I see, the more the concern for all of us living beings grows.

This morning I woke to a gentle rain falling. Here in Kentucky it’s been hotter than the hinges of hell, with high humidity that makes you sweat in the shower.  So it should have been a soothing thing to wake to. Instead I instantly started thinking about re-covering my organic garden. We have built raised beds and put hoops over them all to extend our seasons here.  It would also serve at this time to re-cover the garden to protect it from whatever is in the rain, that is a result of a system that is currently coming in from the gulf. Isn’t that a sad and scary truth? I makes me feel so fucking angry I could spit nails right now. So to expend the energy in my body, while I wait for the rain to stop so I can go protect the food my family is depending on right now (we are in high harvest and putting away for winter mode) and the future months to come, I am posting this blog with the following links, read, watch and learn about the real world we live in. It’s so important to know, because we have voting season coming up, and we need a new government from the top down. That is he power of the people. Inform yourself, find brand new non party representatives and kick them all the fuck out. Scrap it. Start over. It’s always the same old choice between to evils, and we can change that with courage. We need to shift the paradigm, change isn’t a creeping of kitty cat paws thing. It’s the inferno. It’s revolution.

Here you go. Please add to the knowledge base if you can. I don’t care what “side” you are coming from. I only have one side, the love of all living beings side, so bring what you got. I’ll give all sides of this issue a place, it’s up to you all to make up your own minds. I am only one person and I am mighty. How you doing?

 Exposing the Truth on Gulf Oil Spill
This video is narrated by George Carlin. He says it all!
read this and watch the video on the same page.
Go here

Here is a little proof of prior knowledge or the “let it happen” attitude of Goldman Sachs and a BP executive.
BP chief Tony Hayward sold shares weeks before oil spill
Read this
Goldman Sachs sold 44% of its BP Stock, Three weeks before the Oil Rig disaster.
Read this
You may end up at this last link via the daily paul.
This is interesting

THE “MYSTERIES” OF THE EXACTING DYNAMICS of Mother Nature have been observed and charted by modern and ancient scientists. Some of it is explainable – Mother Nature often allows murderers (killers by any name) to see their families, spouses, children, cousin, in-laws and servants wither and die before they die, becoming frail, sick, impotent, neurotic, social outcasts, unable to communicate or intercourse socially and economically. These dynamics apply also to “lesser” crimes (sins) than murder, and even when the murderer is dead. She appears to have established a fixed limit to the amount of wealth one may gather as well as the degree and number of anti-social and un-economic, unconscionable, freedoms that one may exercise before these dynamics of extinction are imposed. Did no one ever tell you that the “wages of sin” are death, that we “reap” what we “sow,” and that the rich cannot enter the “kingdom of heaven?” You didn’t believe them? Too bad. Neither ignorance nor innocence are mitigations of the vulnerability in these natural occurrences. You cannot achieve the “Promised Land” with slaughter or inequity but can achieve Hell, suffering and death in a society that will destroy itself. Mother Nature neither loves you, nor hates you. You are simply a flower in her garden, or a weed. She either lets you grow or She plucks you out so that you do not choke to death her work of millions of years, her “garden,” her balance of the inert and the living who harmonize with life. Do not let our pagan rhetoric of refrain you disconcert. It has its purpose.”

~From the pages of: http://john-richardson-meadows.angelfire.com/FINAL_SOLUTION_MANUSCRIPT.doc

So, now that I have some space in my brain, now that I have taken (some of) the things inside my  head and made them tangible I feel a little better. Now I can go make art again.

Love to all, Pray for peace,

Heather

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P.S. I have been out to the garden and can not see any visable traces of anything but plain old rain water. This makes me feel better, for now.

This is a link to information about GMO’s and the De-population issues involing Monasto: http://www.darkgovernment.com/news/de-population-conspiracy-involving-monsanto

Essential Reading For Americans

http://psychoeducation.wordpress.com/2010/07/05/essential-reading-for-americans/

I saw this on another blog, I could not agree more and think we should all read, and then DO something

Essential Reading For Americans

The following is an editorial written by Chris Hedges and I think is required reading for Americans.

The United States, locked in the kind of twilight disconnect that grips dying empires, is a country entranced by illusions. It spends its emotional and intellectual energy on the trivial and the absurd. It is captivated by the hollow stagecraft of celebrity culture as the walls crumble. This celebrity culture giddily licenses a dark voyeurism into other people’s humiliation, pain, weakness and betrayal. Day after day, one lurid saga after another, whether it is Michael Jackson, Britney Spears or John Edwards, enthralls the country … despite bank collapses, wars, mounting poverty or the criminality of its financial class.

The virtues that sustain a nation-state and build community, from honesty to self-sacrifice to transparency to sharing, are ridiculed each night on television as rubes stupid enough to cling to this antiquated behavior are voted off reality shows. Fellow competitors for prize money and a chance for fleeting fame, cheered on by millions of viewers, elect to “disappear” the unwanted. In the final credits of the reality show America’s Next Top Model, a picture of the woman expelled during the episode vanishes from the group portrait on the screen. Those cast aside become, at least to the television audience, nonpersons. Celebrities that can no longer generate publicity, good or bad, vanish. Life, these shows persistently teach, is a brutal world of unadulterated competition and a constant quest for notoriety and attention.

Our culture of flagrant self-exaltation, hardwired in the American character, permits the humiliation of all those who oppose us. We believe, after all, that because we have the capacity to wage war we have a right to wage war. Those who lose deserve to be erased. Those who fail, those who are deemed ugly, ignorant or poor, should be belittled and mocked. Human beings are used and discarded like Styrofoam boxes that held junk food. And the numbers of superfluous human beings are swelling the unemployment offices, the prisons and the soup kitchens.

It is the cult of self that is killing the United States. This cult has within it the classic traits of psychopaths: superficial charm, grandiosity and self-importance; a need for constant stimulation; a penchant for lying, deception and manipulation; and the incapacity for remorse or guilt. Michael Jackson, from his phony marriages to the portraits of himself dressed as royalty to his insatiable hunger for new toys to his questionable relationships with young boys, had all these qualities. And this is also the ethic promoted by corporations. It is the ethic of unfettered capitalism. It is the misguided belief that personal style and personal advancement, mistaken for individualism, are the same as democratic equality. It is the nationwide celebration of image over substance, of illusion over truth. And it is why investment bankers blink in confusion when questioned about the morality of the billions in profits they made by selling worthless toxic assets to investors.

We have a right, in the cult of the self, to get whatever we desire. We can do anything, even belittle and destroy those around us, including our friends, to make money, to be happy and to become famous. Once fame and wealth are achieved, they become their own justification, their own morality. How one gets there is irrelevant. It is this perverted ethic that gave us investment houses like Goldman Sachs … that willfully trashed the global economy and stole money from tens of millions of small shareholders who had bought stock in these corporations for retirement or college. The heads of these corporations, like the winners on a reality television program who lied and manipulated others to succeed, walked away with hundreds of millions of dollars in bonuses and compensation. The ethic of Wall Street is the ethic of celebrity. It is fused into one bizarre, perverted belief system and it has banished the possibility of the country returning to a reality-based world or avoiding internal collapse. A society that cannot distinguish reality from illusion dies.

The tantalizing illusions offered by our consumer culture, however, are vanishing for most citizens as we head toward collapse. The ability of the corporate state to pacify the country by extending credit and providing cheap manufactured goods to the masses is gone. The jobs we are shedding are not coming back, as the White House economist Lawrence Summers tacitly acknowledges when he talks of a “jobless recovery.” The belief that democracy lies in the choice between competing brands and the accumulation of vast sums of personal wealth at the expense of others is exposed as a fraud. Freedom can no longer be conflated with the free market. The travails of the poor are rapidly becoming the travails of the middle class, especially as unemployment insurance runs out. And class warfare, once buried under the happy illusion that we were all going to enter an age of prosperity with unfettered capitalism, is returning with a vengeance.

America is sinking under trillions in debt it can never repay and stays afloat by frantically selling about $2 billion in Treasury bonds a day to the Chinese. It saw 2.8 million people lose their homes in 2009 to foreclosure or bank repossessions – nearly 8,000 people a day – and stands idle as they are joined by another 2.4 million people this year. It refuses to prosecute the Bush administration for obvious war crimes, including the use of torture, and sees no reason to dismantle Bush’s secrecy laws or restore habeas corpus. Its infrastructure is crumbling. Deficits are pushing individual states to bankruptcy and forcing the closure of everything from schools to parks. The wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, which have squandered trillions of dollars, appear endless. There are 50 million Americans in real poverty and tens of millions of Americans in a category called “near poverty.” One in eight Americans – and one in four children – depend on food stamps to eat. And yet, in the midst of it all, we continue to be a country consumed by happy talk and happy thoughts. We continue to embrace the illusion of inevitable progress, personal success and rising prosperity. Reality is not considered an impediment to desire.

When a culture lives within an illusion it perpetuates a state of permanent infantilism or childishness. As the gap widens between the illusion and reality, as we suddenly grasp that it is our home being foreclosed or our job that is not coming back, we react like children. We scream and yell for a savior, someone who promises us revenge, moral renewal and new glory. It is not a new story. A furious and sustained backlash by a betrayed and angry populace, one unprepared intellectually, emotionally and psychologically for collapse, will sweep aside the Democrats and most of the Republicans and will usher America into a new dark age. It was the economic collapse in Yugoslavia that gave us Slobodan Milosevic. It was the Weimar Republic that vomited up Adolf Hitler. And it was the breakdown in Tsarist Russia that opened the door for Lenin and the Bolsheviks. A cabal of proto-fascist misfits, from Christian demagogues to loudmouth talk show hosts, whom we naïvely dismiss as buffoons, will find a following with promises of revenge and moral renewal. And as in all totalitarian societies, those who do not pay fealty to the illusions imposed by the state become the outcasts, the persecuted.

The decline of American empire began long before the current economic meltdown or the wars in Afghanistan and Iraq. It began before the first Gulf War or Ronald Reagan. It began when we shifted, in the words of Harvard historian Charles Maier, from an “empire of production” to an “empire of consumption.” By the end of the Vietnam War, when the costs of the war ate away at Lyndon Johnson’s Great Society and domestic oil production began its steady, inexorable decline, we saw our country transformed from one that primarily produced to one that primarily consumed. We started borrowing to maintain a level of consumption as well as an empire we could no longer afford. We began to use force, especially in the Middle East, to feed our insatiable thirst for cheap oil. We substituted the illusion of growth and prosperity for real growth and prosperity. The bill is now due. America’s most dangerous enemies are not Islamic radicals but those who sold us the perverted ideology of free-market capitalism and globalization. They have dynamited the very foundations of our society. In the 17th century these speculators would have been hung. Today they run the government and consume billions in taxpayer subsidies.

As the pressure mounts, as the despair and desperation reach into larger and larger segments of the populace, the mechanisms of corporate and government control are being bolstered to prevent civil unrest and instability. The emergence of the corporate state always means the emergence of the security state. This is why the Bush White House pushed through the Patriot Act (and its renewal), the suspension of habeas corpus, the practice of “extraordinary rendition,” warrantless wiretapping on American citizens and the refusal to ensure free and fair elections with verifiable ballot-counting. The motive behind these measures is not to fight terrorism or to bolster national security. It is to seize and maintain internal control. It is about controlling us.

And yet, even in the face of catastrophe, mass culture continues to assure us that if we close our eyes, if we visualize what we want, if we have faith in ourselves, if we tell God that we believe in miracles, if we tap into our inner strength, if we grasp that we are truly exceptional, if we focus on happiness, our lives will be harmonious and complete. This cultural retreat into illusion, whether peddled by positive psychologists, by Hollywood or by Christian preachers, is magical thinking. It turns worthless mortgages and debt into wealth. It turns the destruction of our manufacturing base into an opportunity for growth. It turns alienation and anxiety into a cheerful conformity. It turns a nation that wages illegal wars and administers offshore penal colonies where it openly practices torture into the greatest democracy on earth. And it keeps us from fighting back.

Resistance movements will have to look now at the long night of slavery, the decades of oppression in the Soviet Union and the curse of fascism for models. The goal will no longer be the possibility of reforming the system but of protecting truth, civility and culture from mass contamination. It will require the kind of schizophrenic lifestyle that characterizes all totalitarian societies. Our private and public demeanors will often have to stand in stark contrast. Acts of defiance will often be subtle and nuanced. They will be carried out not for short term gain but the assertion of our integrity. Rebellion will have an ultimate if not easily definable purpose. The more we retreat from the culture at large the more room we will have to carve out lives of meaning, the more we will be able to wall off the flood of illusions disseminated by mass culture and the more we will retain sanity in an insane world. The goal will become the ability to endure.

Chris Hedges, a Pulitzer Prize-winning reporter for the New York Times, is the author of several books including the best sellers War Is a Force That Gives Us Meaning and Empire of Illusion: The End of Literacy and the Triumph

of Spectacle.

New Art- Age of Man

‘Age of Man’

16″ x 20″

oils on flat canvas panel, will need mounting or framing to hang.

Available for purchase on my web site in the 2010 gallery.

Here is the song that made this painful and angry work, Okay again:

One love, one heart
Let’s get together and feel all right
Hear the children crying (One love)
Hear the children crying (One heart)
Sayin’, “Give thanks and praise to the Lord and I will feel all right.”
Sayin’, “Let’s get together and feel all right.”
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

Let them all pass all their dirty remarks (One love)
There is one question I’d really love to ask (One heart)
Is there a place for the hopeless sinner
Who has hurt all mankind just to save his own?
Believe me

One love, one heart
Let’s get together and feel all right
As it was in the beginning (One love)
So shall it be in the end (One heart)
Alright, “Give thanks and praise to the Lord and I will feel all right.”
“Let’s get together and feel all right.”
One more thing

Let’s get together to fight this Holy Armageddon (One love)
So when the Man comes there will be no, no doom (One song)
Have pity on those whose chances grow thinner
There ain’t no hiding place from the Father of Creation

Sayin’, “One love, one heart
Let’s get together and feel all right.”
I’m pleading to mankind (One love)
Oh, Lord (One heart) Whoa.

“Give thanks and praise to the Lord and I will feel all right.”
Let’s get together and feel all right.
(Repeat)

~Bob Marley

This oil painting was created for the release of the passionate anger I have been feeling about the Oil Spill crisis. Using bold colors, and text from the Bob Marley song, “One Love”, I painted this work at least three times before accepting that sometimes anger does not make pretty art.  With a modern, pop art kind of feeling, this artwork made me work though my anger and get down to the brass tacks.

I feel like we are a nation of complainers. I don’t think we are really apathetic about our state of reality, I do think we sometimes mistake pointing out what is wrong for doing something about it.

I was in Mississippi just a few months after Katrina. I remember feeling so hopeless and scared for all the people in the path of the flooding. I remember feeling amazed at the lack of accountability and help that came in response to the living crisis. I felt small, I felt helpless. Then I got mad. Then I painted four paintings about those feelings. I painted out being a pissed of Southern woman, (that’s a lot of work my friends). I sold those works while I was in Mississippi and I then found 2 real families that were in trouble and fleeing from the disaster. I gave them the money, anonymously. I did what I could do, not for all of them but those that I could reach.

What can I give? What can I do for the people and the earth? Not much, I am only one person. I think that is part of the problem. We can Facebook  and tweet about the horror of all this. We can social network, we can blog. We can donate millions of dollars to huge charities. We can get off our butts and go help clean up. We can rally together and fight the government for change and safety. We can do many things, as one. One Heart. One Love. Let’s get together and feel alright.

I will find a family or two, like I have always done, and I will donate 100% of all profits made from the sale of this work and/or any others works I may do in this vein. I will donate all profits to those families, and know that one person can do some little good in this world. Will you join me? Will you create something and share it with the world?  Will you join with me as one people of earth, and do something for someone else? Will you act with one heart? Can you act with One Love?

I am but one person, and I am mighty.

Pray for peace,

Heather

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Quit your Bitchin’ Kitty and Get On with It.

March 24, 2010 1 comment

I’m having one of those periods where I’m not interested in anything. Blah! Bleck! eh…whatever. I am dealing with the fact that being a real live grown-up is drudgery sometimes. (all the time it just matters more right now than it does at others)

I mean I work, I clean, I parent, I shop for the needs, I pay the bills and stress over money, I tend…I tend to the daily grind. It’s absolutely boring as hell and unstimulating to my entire being…well except for the parenting and partnershiping (is that a word? yes , it is) I like those activities almost all the time, no matter what’s going on inside or outside my head.

It’s bitch work I tell ya.

I woke up this way again today? Crap, that makes it a week or more now.

Well I won’t have it, dammit.  It’s un-sat and I will overcome, adapt and prevail. I am a creature of logic, so therefore, I can and should fix it if I can. At least I am not so bored now.

First step, identify and acknowledge issue(s).

I feel like crap on the lawn on a summer day. I feel like death warmed over. I feel like a train that took a dirt road. I feel like the cow who ate way too much cabbage. I feel like death eating a ham sandwich. I feel like a bag of wet cats. I feel like a nine tailed cat at a rocking chair convention. I feel like shit on a shingle. I feel like a headless chicken. I feel like the girl who cries at parties. I feel like an ant in a hurricane. I feel like old bones in the calabash bowl. In other words, I’m not at my best.

Step two: devise a list of ten things to change your state of being.

(more work? Okay, sheesh)

1. Quit my day job and do something else to make a living wage.

2. run away from home.

3. lock self in studio and create until it hurts or I pass out whichever comes first.

4. start learning a new hobby.

5. actually do all the housework and cooking for a week, today… and then take the rest of the week off.

6. go to the library

7. play a game with my kids after school and order dinner in.

8. make wild mad monkey love to mate man…when he gets home from his own day job.

9. sing everything instead of talking today.

10. excercise (eh…whatever)

Step three: see if any of the list makes sense or is helpful.

(more work, good freaking lord, okay.)

Step four: Change plans, throw everything into the air and google videos about inspiring things. Yeah that sounds good, just my speed (slug speed)…here you go:

 

Okay I get it…it’s going to be A-O- kay because I am strong and smart and have skill and talent and ambition. So, BAD! Kitty, quit your bitchin’ and get on with it already.

Have a great day, make it a great day,

Heather Raw and Radiant

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http://www.badkittyartstudio.com

 

 

Home. A movie for the planet. & a Space Movie too!

February 25, 2010 1 comment

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Make sure to check out my current fine art auctions for this week!

Here is a movie that has been made free to all beings, with no copyrights, so that the information can be shared with all, in order to save our home. Earth. Please watch it, and share it around where you can, we have a limited time frame to save ourselves and our planet. Time is of the essence for us all. If you don’t buy the “global warming” argument, that is fine, you don’t have to belive in order for it sill be true. Your belief is not required for it to be true; it is our reality. Take a moment and watch this incredible film, it is so beautiful and meaningful, and very important for us all.
I give you… Home.

 

Or you can go here: http://www.youtube.com/homeproject
to read, see and share more information about the project itself.

This one is about the universe and the expansion of space itself. If the universe is constanly expanding, then what is it expanding into? Watch this short film to learn more about it all. Have fun, I love learning about this wonderful world….don’t you?
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With love for all,

Heather

http://www.badkittyartstudio.com

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BAD! Kitty @ ArtOneMent – Feature

We are a global community of Artists, Thinkers and Visionaries who share the singular vision of the future of a blissful planet. We recognize our connection to the Universal divine/human element, and through Art we contribute to the momentum of a better world, joining together to form One.

Submission Guidelines

We encourage submissions of ALL forms of creativity that have Conscious Intention to: give, teach, uplift, guide, heal, inform, educate, document, communicate, harmonize, unite, inspire, ignite and illuminate beauty, peace, hope and truth.Please send jpegs/files to: submit@artonement.org

Include a little introduction to who you are, please :)

 

My Feature: http://www.artonement.org/blog/2009/11/22/heather-brown-truman/

Stop by and check out my feature at this terrific blog! Being an artist, is more than painting a pretty picture, it’s communion of the soul, a record of living. Being a spirit centered artist, it was so nice to be approached by such a fine person as Erin, and a wonderful visionary artist. A real honor!

Thanks for being here, have a great day!

Heather

http://www.badkittyartstudio.com

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The Challenge of Changing‏

October 7, 2009 1 comment

Burning by HMBT oils

If you have been “working on yourself” for so long that you are about ready to give up; if you are having difficulty “manifesting things that you would like to have happen in your life; if you have “tried everything” to change and change just isn’t happening, the following may interest you.
It is true, we attract to us that which resonates with what we are carrying within us. This has been known since time immemorial. What has not been known or at least fully understood, until far more recently is that “what we are carrying within us,” is not necessarily only that of which we are conscious.
What this means, ultimately, is that no matter how much conscious work we do – affirmations, intention setting, etc – we can unknowingly be compromised by the programming we received unconsciously both before we were born and in the first few years of our lives. This old programming can often have more influence on our attraction capabilities than we realize. That’s because in the early years of our lives we have not yet developed an ego to censor what we take in and because we have not yet learned to protect ourselves from the projections that were rained upon us by the well meaning adults who tended our growing process. During those early years, our brains and the neural connections within them are growing at an unprecedented rate, one that we never experience again. As infants and children we are veritable sponges, perfect for receiving and retaining programming about every aspect of life even though, consciously, at the time, we have no idea what any of it means.
And, while today we may think we know about the circumstances that surrounded us as we formed in utero and until we were four or five or six years old, it is unlikely that we have the kind of conscious access to that information that would be necessary to make adjustments to our programming. During those years we had neither the vocabulary not the reasoning ability to create the kinds of salient thoughts we can as adults. All we have are feelings and those come without words.
One part of us however does have access to that feeling information and to changing it, at least to some degree: the body. Our bodies hold all the information we have ever had access to. It is information without words, but it is charged with feeling…and, therefore, vibration, vibration that can undermine our best efforts to be who we think we should be. It is information that can only be changed when we are in a state similar to the one we were in when we first acquired the information – that is to say, when we are pretty much unconscious and unaware – when we are asleep.
When we are asleep the Ego we have developed to ensure our comfort, well being and survival, takes a back seat to the wisdom, intelligence and memory of the body. When we are asleep the body works to do what it needs to do to respond to the life we are living and the thoughts we are generating (both consciously and unconsciously). When we are asleep, if we have worked to develop a relationship of trust with the body, the body can learn to change it’s own, seemingly hard-wired, programming.
The Singing Soul program teaches you how to develop this relationship of trust, a bond between you and your body that, over time, can change your relationship to life and eventually change your life itself. It does this through a technique called SleepWork. If you would like more information on this technique that will allow you to make real changes in your life and well-being, a technique that you can use for the rest of your life, just reply to this Email with a request for information.
How do I know SleepWork works? I’m alive. 
The disease I acquired in 1988, progressive systemic sclerosis, aka scleroderma, is both incurable and fatal. There has been no trace of it in my body since 1989. It took me many years and a great deal of healing and inspiration to distill the essence of what I had done to support myself through that process. The Singing Soul is the result of that work. You can reap the benefits of my experience without paying the price I did to get the information. If you really want to bring change to your life, I urge you to consider The Singing Soul program. If you have children, whom you can go on train to do SleepWork, I especially urge you to consider it.
 
Imagine a world where you and your children can be everything you came here to be.  
 
With love,
Victoria

 

Victoria Pendragon, DD, OMM
Soul Doctor
Inspiration, Information, Transformation
 
You can’t stop the waves…but you can learn to surf!
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Victoria is a wonderful person, a gifted soul doctor and a good friend. I am going to be using her new program myself and was excited by the prospect, so I thought I would share with you all.
I hope you have a wonderful day.
Thanks for being here!
Heather

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